Deep Breath Now
For myself and only myself....never forget to remember to not expect anyone to care.
we're halfway there and thank Dog for that. slipping deeper into debt and heart murmurs. but it's starting to make sense now. you get so lost in the middle, the paralysis of choice mixed with the constraint of time and money. we've put a lot of thought and effort and love and pain into this. i hope it shows. i think it's turning into what i wanted it to be, hoped it to be, and for that I'm thankful, i'll take the sleepless nights and the panic disaster and the sore throats and the bloody fingers.
soon enough the particles will unite in valence bliss, and then it's time to collect more dust and push it out, gently, through pursed lips and soothing breath, out into the bright expanse of our tiny pocket of the universe.
we hope you will join us on the trip.
much love...

